Is to stay at home tomorrow instead of going to school. I want to sit on the couch (or on the floor or wherever I damn please) in my Perry the Platypus pajamas, and watch movies and shows on Netlfix. I want to sleep in, and then actually have time to eat breakfast. I want to bake cookies and do whatever craft I please. I want to make a mess in the floor, and read my books at a leisurely pace (and not in between classes and homework. I want to not have to see people that make days longer. I just want to stay at home for one day.
Baby it’s cold outside - Zooey Deschanel & Leon Redbone
All I want in life is to hve someone with whom to sing this. Even just once. That’s really all.
Is to take all of my skirts and pretty dresses, that picture of my grandparents, the quilt that’s a little beat up but smells like home, my raggedy old bear, my good for nothing lazy cat, and all of my books and go somewhere very, very, very far away and just be.
Is to be done with senior year right now, move 4,000 miles away to Scotland and start a brand new life with new people and new places.
That or curl up and go to sleep watching Netflix, pretending that school doesn’t start Monday and that I don’t have anything to do.
The latter is more feasible I suppose. Meh.